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Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Firstly wanna wish all ma Muslims freNs
SeLamAt Hari Raya
Minal Aidil Wal Fai'izin
Maaf Zahir dan Batin
Please forgive all my wrong doings ...
if ever i have hurt u here n there ..
im really am sorry ..
i've decided t0 let bygones be bygones
insyaallah
Ramadhan 2006, marks a big different n changes in my life
having t0 fast during ma working life
but i've learn alot
gotta have lots of patience n endurance
lots of challenges
n alhamdulillah
everything goes on smoothly
th0ugh at tyme i do have ma unhappiness
haha..
after 2 years celebrating Hari Raya
with someone special
this year marks a big different in me
im back t0 my singlehood life
kind of lonely n sad to0
jus miSs everything
'when we went n break fast t0gether'
'studying t0gether'
' went t0 geylang t0 jus feel the atm0sphere'
'having t0 discuss wat colour for the season'
'wat type of style'
'having t0 plan for visiting'
haiXx ..
but its okay ..
so far im coping well ..
n im hoping he's doing well to0
n i dunno y
t0day suddenly i think of 'him'
hmm yea ..
kind of missing him
missing our friendship
n i n0e he dun even bother if im still existed
so0oo0ooooo0 ...
Forget it
haiXx ..
there's so much things i've thot off t0day
dissappointment
went t0 hospital jus now
n it hurts me badly t0 c my grandma lying there
esp t0day , the 1st day of Raya
nearly cried ..
so i jus walked out the ro0m
i cant witness it
when each of us start t0 ask forgiveness from her ...
it jus hurts badly
- i misShH us -
11:31 PM;
the bare, lonely street
