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Monday, January 29, 2007
Ungkapan kata selindung hasrat nan di hati,
Andainya ditafsir terserlah makna yang tersembunyi,
renungan mata bukan pandangan biasa..
Bertahun handai terjalin hingga waktu ini,
Gurauan mesra menghiasi masa tika bersama,
semangkin berputik perasaan ini..
Kini baru ku sedari,
selama ini kau ku sayangi,
Andai bukan itu hakikatnya mengapa rindu yang ku rasa
Mungkin tiada ku fahami,
tidak dapat ku nafikan lagi,
Beban rahsia kian membakar diri..
Kalimah cinta selongar relung nan dicita,
Mungkinkah dibiar terdampar kasih tak kesampaian,
Naluri bisik bukannya dambaan cinta..
Ikhlas ku nyatakan, kau yang ku sayangi, kau yang ku cintai, walau tak mampu ku miliki
Ingin ku luahkan, mungkin satu hari, kan terbuka pintu hati, dapat jua kau terima diri ku akhirnya.....
12:11 PM;
the bare, lonely street
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Friday, January 26, 2007
I've l0st ma beloved graNdma paSsed away
on Thurs, 25.01.2007
at abt 6pm
ReC tHe nEw when i waS cl0sin tHe sh0p
ShockEd.Sad.
Angry.
Coz i've sHld have rEad tHe mSg earlier
n n0t while i was doin closin ..
tEars filled in ma eyes..
but im c0ntrilling ma self ..
to0k an urgent leave next day ..
alhamdulillah everything went on smo0thly
the burial
tears ran down my chEek
wHen i gave my laSt kiSs t0 hEr ..
On tat dAy itself, in tHe eveNing
rEc an0tHer call ..
My uncle's fatHer in-law
paSsed away ..
HowEver ma family only visited the nExt day
c0z ma dad were to0 tired t0 drive ard
me .. ? baCk to w0rk ..
w0rkin full sHift
aNyway .. tHx t0 all ma inBase family
for ur c0ncern
LifE is Unpredictable
11:54 PM;
the bare, lonely street
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Wednesday, January 24, 2007
HsBc.PoSb.MayBaNk.
AmeRican ExpResS.UoB.rHb.DineRs.
CityBaNk.Standard ChaRteRed.
OcbC.CapitaLaNd.ChinaBaNk.
JcB.
watz eLse ...?
heHeXx ..
JokE oF tHe yr ..
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*Immature love says: "I love you because I need you." Mature love says: "I need you because I love you." *
11:28 PM;
the bare, lonely street
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Monday, January 22, 2007
The truth huRts !!!
It reaLLy do ..
Jus hurt so0 baDly ...
when i th0t everything is goin on sm0othly
s0mething bad jus have to wreck it
all up !!
n it juS shattered everything !!
. My Life.
. My Confidence.
. My Trust .
. My Work .
n0w its all makes sense t0 me
all those things tat u did n said
th0se empty pr0mises
th0se lies
n i tHank g0d for opEning up my eyEs
c0z i believe i deserve a better treatment than this ..
t0 ma zal.yun.cathy . . thx a lot for everytHing ..
i gave u another chance
but u blew it away ..
for n0w i guEss let nature decides it ..
n regarding ur qstn ..
i've g0t no c0mMents ...
n for the very 1st tyme
i t0ld ma close em'
that im very2 sad n dispp0inted
thiS havE t0 hapPen ..
thiS is s0o not me ..
c0nsidering that they are hearing from
e t0mboyiSh me
BaCking away from u is watz i do now..
th0ugh its g0nna take
a slow pr0ceSs ..
10:08 PM;
the bare, lonely street
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Sunday, January 14, 2007
Feel like sHiittt t0day !!!
If i n0E i w0nt request off on Mon ..
Idi0t ..
aNyway thankz for everything ey ..
really im v heartbr0ken
but if tats wat u wanted
s0 be it k ..
n dun regret it ...
Had a very gd conversation wif 1 of ma bEstie e other day
finally i've let out watz i needed t0 say
n she was sh0cked to0 ..
me to0 ..
S0metimes ey we Cant give face t0 guys/men
(If they c0nsidered as 1)
if n0t they will step over our head
geddittt ??
Really l0st ma trust in men ..
ey 0% ...
hehx
guEss tats all ey
hehx ..
n im c0ntrolling baCk ma life again ...
wheEpedo0 ...
- Its eNds t0nigHt -
11:07 PM;
the bare, lonely street
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Monday, January 08, 2007
Is it s0o haRd for u t0 understand me ..?
my interest ..?
me having my own space ..?
my frens ..?
my w0rking life ..?
juS aBout everything ...
BaCk b4 .. u t0ld me watz ..?
u g0nna supPort me n0 matter wat is it rite ...?
s0, watz n0w ??
MeN .. full of eMpty pr0mises ...
HavE i st0ppEd u
going out wif ur frens ..?
u playing s0cCer ..?
ok only tat 1 particular day c0z u're n0t fully rec0vered
from ur injury ..
u still c0ntActin wif ur Exs
tHough m0st of e tyme tHey were the one c0ntactin u ..
wHen i tried t0 call u
t0 settle over things ...
wat did u d0 ..?
eitHer nv piCk up my call or juS off ur ph0ne ...
iS this h0w u handle ur pr0b ...?
sad ..
Such a low maturity mindset u have ..
aNyway .. i've t0ld u b4 ..
i've given u one last chance
if n0t
tats it ..
th0ugh im g0nna gEt huRt ..
watz t0 do ..
life g0es on ..
- Is tHey s0metHing wRong wif mEn ur agE ...?
tHey seEms t0 havE tHis saMe attitude ..
HmMz -
10:13 PM;
the bare, lonely street
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Saturday, January 06, 2007
its Sat t0day
n heRe i am super fcuking b0red at h0me
supP0se t0 be out with him
watching late night movie
eNded up cancelled
c0z its fully bo0ked ..
dunnoe how his gd fren of his went t0 bo0ked
earlier said its already bo0ked
eNded up
habuk pun tak de ..
thank g0d i've found back
my fav online game
'Monopoly'
gEts t0 entertain myself
im still stuCk playing tat game
itS beEn 3 straigHt days off w0rk ..
hapPy ..?
b0red ..?
hehx ..
tHink its tyme to find other job
aNy intRo niE1 ..?
will bE applyin t0 enRol t0 poly again
this yr ..
h0pefully i gEt in ..
till tHen i will lead my n0rmal life ...
-- “Every man is afraid of something. That’s how you know he loves you. When he’s afraid of losing you.”--
CaN wE tRuSt mAn tHeSe Days ...???
11:14 PM;
the bare, lonely street
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Thursday, January 04, 2007
A bad start for the new year
when jus i th0t its going t0 be smoothful
haiXx ...
on tHe 2nd day we have conversion t0 do ..
which i only get t0 noe jus last min ..
n the w0rst thing tat can happen
i've cut my finger with pen knife ..
nearly hit by the manequin ..
doin the c0mputer thingy ..
by 3am oNly half d0ne ..
reached h0me at 4am ..
n the best thing the next day is my full day at w0rk ..
as expected w0ke up late ..
n i reached w0rk at 12 no0n ..
c0ol huh?
i really lo0ked like dead z0mbie walking ard ...
super damn tired ..
In charge let mE off early ..
n Met up wif him awhile ..
n g0t ourself in a v big fight ..
haix..
y muSt this happen ..
n its like we're over
im very dissappointed with the way he handle
the situation
given his age n his so0 called 'maturity'
n so he made e decision
n i go ahead wif it
it jus have t0 hurt so bad ..
bUt still life goes on ..
i'll c how the next few days go ...
bc0z of this n the tiredness from the conversion day
n the pressure i have at w0rk
i seEms t0 be hot tempered at w0rk ..
sH0wing my anger n my blacky face ..
im so0 soRry pEeps ..
tHx for all ur c0ncErn k ..
n all for chEering mE up ..
JuS givE me s0me tyme t0 gEt back t0 what i've used t0 be ...
Hugs u pEeps l0ttsS !!!
I can givE u one last cHAnce ..
s0o u betta takE pr0per care of itz ..
HaiXx ..
11:24 PM;
the bare, lonely street
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Monday, January 01, 2007
HapPy New Year to ALL ...
2007 is heRe
n its like so0 fast rite tyme passed by ..
n0t forgetting Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha
to aLL my Muslims Frens ..
i n0e i n0e its over !!
n i've actually f0rgotten aBt it ..
hEhx ..
bC0z of my blurneSs, there i was working in the
afterno0n shift while all the Muslims ppl went visitin ..
weird rite ..
but its ok .
at least i've g0t my another malay colleague wif me ..
so as expected there's extension hours ...
after we closed close ..
when t0 watch fireworks ..
yea c0x its like nearby my workin place ..
wo0h0oo .. nicE2 fireworks ..
hehx ..
g0t a small tiff wif him ..
nvm la .. forget it ..
t0day 1st day of the new yr
watz a bad luck i have ..
its jus have t0 run my new yr ..
haix ..
jus for me t0 noe ...
but if its true there's s0me1 out there trying t0 be funny
or wanting t0 sabo ..
he/she will get in it
karma will gets ur way ..
dun play a fo0l ..
c0z my karma hits the red eye bull ...
daMn aSs !!!
10:27 PM;
the bare, lonely street
