>> Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Embun Di Pagi Buta
Menebarkan Bau Basah
Detik Demi Detik Ku Hitung
Kinikah Saat Ku Pergi


Oh Tuhan Ku Cinta Dia
Berikanlah Aku Hidup
Takkan Ku Sakiti Dia
Hukum Aku Bila Terjadi


Aku Tak Mudah Untuk Mencintai
Aku Tak Mudah Mengaku Ku Cinta
Aku Tak Mudah Mengatakan
Aku Jatuh Cinta


Senandungku Hanya Untuk Cinta
Tirakatku Hanya Untuk Engkau
Tiada Dusta Sumpah Ku Cinta
Sampai Ku Menutup Mata


Cintaku...

11:32 PM;
the bare, lonely street

>> Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Firstly wanna wish all ma Muslims freNs
SeLamAt Hari Raya
Minal Aidil Wal Fai'izin
Maaf Zahir dan Batin

Please forgive all my wrong doings ...
if ever i have hurt u here n there ..
im really am sorry ..
i've decided t0 let bygones be bygones
insyaallah

Ramadhan 2006, marks a big different n changes in my life
having t0 fast during ma working life
but i've learn alot
gotta have lots of patience n endurance
lots of challenges
n alhamdulillah
everything goes on smoothly
th0ugh at tyme i do have ma unhappiness
haha..

after 2 years celebrating Hari Raya
with someone special
this year marks a big different in me
im back t0 my singlehood life
kind of lonely n sad to0
jus miSs everything
'when we went n break fast t0gether'
'studying t0gether'
' went t0 geylang t0 jus feel the atm0sphere'
'having t0 discuss wat colour for the season'
'wat type of style'
'having t0 plan for visiting'
haiXx ..

but its okay ..
so far im coping well ..
n im hoping he's doing well to0

n i dunno y
t0day suddenly i think of 'him'
hmm yea ..
kind of missing him
missing our friendship
n i n0e he dun even bother if im still existed
so0oo0ooooo0 ...
Forget it
haiXx ..

there's so much things i've thot off t0day
dissappointment
went t0 hospital jus now
n it hurts me badly t0 c my grandma lying there
esp t0day , the 1st day of Raya
nearly cried ..
so i jus walked out the ro0m
i cant witness it
when each of us start t0 ask forgiveness from her ...
it jus hurts badly

- i misShH us -

11:31 PM;
the bare, lonely street

>> Wednesday, October 18, 2006

y n0 sch t0day ...?
oHh ... teacher say dun have t0 come sch ..
less0n not yet started ...

hahaXxx ...
wat a lie i've t0ld in this fasting m0nth ...
cant help it ..
ppl th0t im still scho0lin ..
tats y m0st of the tyme im still paying half of wat adults usually pay ...
wEee ...

the other c0nversation i had ..

waHh .. u so0 young ahh ..?
g0t lots of m0ney ...
u're workin ahh ...?
my reply : ya ...

muahahaha ...
at tymes its gd t0 look younger ur age ..
but then ..
at tymes it jus suxs alot ...

aNyway...
HaRi Raya is ard the corner ...
heEe ...
looking forward t0 it ...
For th0se, who's going visiting .. plz confirm the date asap aite ..

- They ignore each other and look the other way
but they both know that deep down inside that
it wasnt supposed to end this way -

11:06 PM;
the bare, lonely street

>> Saturday, October 14, 2006

went out wif ma st.d family t0day
visited mel at her work place
haha ..
n we created a s0 called drama scene ..
its sad t0 c u g0
leaving me alone again ...
but i also dun want t0 c u being fucked-up side d0wn ..
s0 might as well u leave it behind ..

tHen we weNt t0 break fast at Harbourfr0nt ..
the c0ffee shop near the
interchange ...
weird0 .. c0z we seems t0 get stared by ppl ard ..
w0nder y ...
n i th0t i saw him jus now ..
but caNt confirmed though
c0z the way u're tryin t0 avoid me caught ma attention
haha ..

weNt t0 geylang n walked ard ..
was crowded ..
n everywhere i walked 'My hEart' s0ng will be aired
instead of Hari Raya s0ngs ...
haha ..

really enjoyed ma day
hopefully i will get ma Hari Raya days off as i wanted ...
if n0t ..
haha ..

- Can i say, I miss u ..? -


12:32 AM;
the bare, lonely street

>> Friday, October 13, 2006

In a year, the only month ppl will c me
wif ma so called 'girly' side of me
is during Hari Raya ...
hahaha ..
0ther than tat i bE in ma sh0rtiE hair ...

its n0t tat i duN like long hair ..
its jus tat i prefer it t0 be shortie ...
muCh more c0nvenience
easy t0 take care
c0z im a active pers0n ..
insyaallah i will gr0w it long when the rite tyme c0mes ..
hEe ..
S0me pasSer-by n customer did c0mpliment tat they like ma
sh0rtie spiky hair ... kakaka

nieway, this yr i've n0t yet decide wat hairstyle t0 go wif .. haa
c0z rite n0w its quite of sh0rt nor long ...
let mE recalled baCk ...
yr 2005 - Curly
yr 2004 - Reb0nded hair
rather that tat its sh0rtiE ...
s0 this yr ...?
hmMzz .. really duN n0e ...

geEzZ .. n i gEt ppl askin mE whether i am mixed blo0d ..
do i really lo0k like one ...?
w0rst still when ur own siSter told me tat i lo0k
like chinEse ...?
actually siNce child i d0 get ppl wh0 thot im a chinEse ..
so0o ...
reaLLy havE no c0mmEnt ...
keKe ..
Anyway, guEss wAt ..?
t0day wE hit tArgEt agaiN ... woHo00 ..
3 dAys straigHt ...
hapPy haPpy **

n alhamdullilah..
ma aUnt have jus given birth to her 1st child (Daughter) ....
on 9th October 2006
her Name : Nur Hafifa
n ma c0usin Sis, Kak Ifa 1st Child (Daughter)
on 19 Sep 2006
her Name : Nur Maya Izzati

n Finally ...
HapPy 20th BirthDay
t0
NuruL Hafizah aka FizZy
May u have a w0nderful n blessful years ahead ...
insyaallah
*huggs*

- Im n0t the Girl ur heart is Missin' -

1:03 AM;
the bare, lonely street

>> Thursday, October 12, 2006

If you are fat, don't wear tight clothes that show your flabby tummy, arms and those unflattering features.

If you are too thin, eat more. You wear tight clothes no use cos you don't have the assets. Loose clothes makes you, erm...more thinner?

If you are ugly, no you're not. Ugly is the faces we make.

If you are beautiful/pretty, thank God. But if you have bad heart, that's a minus. And if you have beauty but no brain, BIMBO!!

If you have a boyfriend, act like you have one. And if you are single, don't look. Let it come naturally.

And if you have a boyfriend, you wish you were single. And if you are single, ENJOY your single-ness!

If you are 14 yrs old, don't act like 21.

If you are 21, here's what you should do. Watch Kids Central 9.30am "The Upside Down show", Nickelodeon, play hide and seek in the mall with your bf, make babies cry, walk as you throw your slippers in the air, makes faces at camera in shopping malls or atm machine etc, etc.

:) ... Always Young at Heart!!!

1:30 AM;
the bare, lonely street

>>

Firstly wanNa wiSh Mas a
HapPy 17tH BirthDay
swEet 17tH seiii ...
keKe =P

hmmz .. exactly 1 more m0nth before thE
biG '2' is c0ming
birthday wiSh ...?
really dunn0 ... naHh guEss its for me t0 noe ...
heHee ...

aNyway, its bEen 2 days straight that
we managed t0 hit target ..
co0L man !!!
amazing ...
for weEkdays ... yea ...

aNyway, tHx t0 all th0se wh0 havE c0me down
n pay me a visit aite ...
i really appreciate it ....
n its brighten up ma day jus t0 c u peEps again ...
missin' u guys

even b4 i've started workin there ...
tHe place is sort of a memorable place for me ..
though it hurts alot lo0king baCk ..
but n0 choice ...
coz now im workin thEre
g0tta face it everyday ...
haiZz

the other day went Arab St. t0 break fast wiF ma girls ...
me n mel met up first ..
takE a walk at bugis ...
n we walked through Golden Landmark
an0ther hiStory place for me
haiZz ...
flashed baCk t0 the day when i walked wif him
heart pain xia ...
OucHhh

an0tHer c0lleguE of mine is resigning ...
haixX ..
y is everyb0dy leaving ...?

- FragiLe Girl -

12:52 AM;
the bare, lonely street

>> Monday, October 09, 2006

sorry ya peeps
its been a long tyme since i've last update ...
hmmz
things have been changing ...
workin life .. friendship .. family ..

workin life so far so gd ..
jus need patience n endurance
im having a gd tyme wif ma new peeps ..
but still im missing ma old peeps
missin the old environment

Miss em' calling me 'Sayang'
Miss ma dance kakis
Miss their Scolding
Miss their Advices
Miss their Story
Miss the Noisy Environment
Miss their stares
Miss their Singing
Miss the techno songs
- JuSt missEd everytHing -

Next.. y ehh some guys wif wh0m back then i was cl0se
with .. or once upon a tyme we seemed t0 have history..
their current gfs viewed my profile ..
i n0e i sound so0 emotional or rather sensitive
but still i just dun like it laaaaa ..
i hate it man !!!
arrgHhhh ...
but nvm la .. at least s0me1 treat me as a threat uh ...??
s0me1 wanted t0 noe who i am ..
kekeke ....

10:28 PM;
the bare, lonely street

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